I've always wonder why its so hard to make friends when other do it with just a 'hi'
I wonder if I'm weird, antisocial, introvert and so many other terms synonym to that..
why cant i make friends instead i leave them with a bad impression, why cant i just let go of my consciousness in front of others eyes and thought why cant i just NOT care at all to every SH*T the throw me,
i see their eyes and i know i just know what they think is not good, but what i know more is I'm scared that the person they see is the real me..
i don't want to become that person who is easily influenced but I feel that am ,
will this shyness lead to a "FOREVER ALONE" status in life?
I ask the guidance of God to help me and the others see me in a different light..... a different angle........
a different focus... help me not be judgemental and criticize other..
may my true emotions and feelings reach and not just my words.
and....
..as complicated as I can be,.
.....I'am a Good person.... THAT I'm sure...
I dont intend to be crystal clear, but not to be misunderstood..
to be continued...