Saturday, September 16, 2017

Depression attack



hi guys! it has been a really really long time..

and today I just felt like writing something..

so earlier this afternoon, I was home alone and I decided to just watch some random episode of How I met your mother while doing my PowerPoint presentation for my thesis(which by the way didnt go far) so I came across this episode where Robin thought she was pregnant with Barneys but when they went for a check up, it was false alarm and so they were celebrating and all because they're both glad it wasn't true cause they know they weren't ready, so everything fine.

then the doctor called back Robin to tell her that she CAN'T have a child..

and it was at that moment, you see how Robin was smiling cause it was never in her plan to have a kid but it her eyes she was hurt and confused..

It was one thing to "WON'T" do something to "CAN'T" it was a world of a difference. 

nothing is constant that's what I learn in this life, one thing may change to another, and it includes our resolutions, opinions and choices. To know that there's that LIMITATION, that you don't get a choice, is what hurts.

I felt strange for a minute, then I went sad, then just all out depressed.
I remember all those times I was limited to do something. to not be able to make a choice thou I wanted so badly, to know that even if I'am the owner of my own life, there are still thing I can't control in it..

end.

Monday, March 14, 2016

How 'CHEESE IN THE TRAP' should have ended

hey guys!!

I know Ive been MIA but school been really hectic and I've been really lazy too.. so sorry..

MOVING ON...


so Ive been hooked on CITT since its early teaser and promotion. even when they were just selecting cast, I was one of those people who got hyped up and attached because of the plot,
I didn't even know the manhwa.. I was that CLUELESS..
But when It started to air, I 'religiously' followed and watched every single episode, Also I started reading the manhwa which was also AMAZEBALLS!. I don't think I've ever been this addicted to both manhwa and live version of a story , I usually get bored by either one. But this was a good story.

To summarize:
"The prince on a BLACK horse"
because it's that romantic story where there's this perfect guy and an ordinary girl that meet and fall in love, but with a TWIST.

so anyway the drama version went downhill from ep 14, well I'm okay with them giving focus to Inho's story but Jung was just DISAPPEARING! and then it happened that "FREAKING ENDING"

This is my reaction on the cheese in the trap ending

"WTF?!!!!!!!"

like come-on, right?! you're seriously giving everyone a definite happy end , but Seol and Jung was just like pooff?! I mean they're LEADS!! what happened?!

SO THIS IS MY TAKE ON HOW IT SHOULD HAVE ENDED: (fanfiction time)

EPISODE 16:

AFTER 3 YRS...

(after the final scene where it showed that Jung finally reads the emails Seol sent)

note: under fictional time let just say some things happened and she didn't see the emails

next day..
Hongseol was having problems with work, Its the same stuff like when she was in college ...
being a chief (leader) in a team where there was a 'Sangchul', a 'Minsoo' and a 'Dayoung'..
being stressed and all she went out of the office to get some fresh air, to get away from everything in there.  she stopped by a convenience store remembering when she saw Jung practicing peeling that triangle kimbap.. she just smiled..went in and bought herself some coffee.. on the way back she passed by a park and she came to another stop .. she didn't know why...but it felt like a good idea to seat and think in one of the bench..

as she was seating, she had her head bowed down ..

breathing....

In...
Out...
In..

then.. footsteps....

a man approached her...
she first saw his shoes..

then she heard his voice...

"do you want to have lunch with me?"

heartbeat..*thump.. thump.. thump*...

She was startled,

she slowly raised her head and saw Yoo Jung smiling brightly..


only shocked registered her eyes then...........



he reached out his hand..

still the shock wasn't subsiding..

she stared her wide confused eyes..

Seol thinking to herself: Is this a Dream?

Sunbae's smile was fading and his hand is slowly retracting ..

she was hit by reality..

Seol: This is not a dream...

and Immediately... she reached out and held on to Yoojung's hand and smiled brightly..



She standed up and they started to walk away without letting each other go..





*fade in the background*

END...


I know its pretty simple.. but should'nt they atleast give this much of a reunion?!..

and I just love that first episodes where Jung was always chasing seol for a meal..




It was such a damn good drama from ep 1 to 13.. I'm so disappointed in the issues and that finale.....

sigh..

and they even made a special episode which was 'ARGHHHHH' a compilation of some bts and ep1-16

note: the manhwa hasn't ended yet, and from the news, it will have a different end,. I'm just hoping for a better one...

Oddsquadscanlations: has it translate from season 1 to season 3 chap.61.

END...



cr. picture were mostly from google.. not mine




Today I almost Died?!

similar to my situation just a Tad  more closer.. because I was literally an inch away from the side of the jeep

today i almost die.. why you ask..

here's the back story..

It was a scorching hot Monday morning I was on my way to school to enroll for this semester, I was in a hurry because my friend was waiting for me, as I was riding the jeep my mind just flew of to somewhere and I went pass my stop without realizing, I hurriedly shouted "PARA" (stop) as soon as I got back to reality but the jeepney just stop in the middle of a road, where cars and jeeps just go flying! and there it was as soon as I got off and making my way to cross the road, a jeepney a few inches from my body Almost hit me if my reflexes wasn't fast enough to take a step back I would have been hit because there was no sign from the jeep stopping,, I was so scared I almost cried but keep it within me because it was no place to be emotional,, I hurried and carefully checked the roads before continuing to cross,, my heartbeat went up to the point of palpitating

There are really moment like that where one finds itself on the edge THAT really terrifying moment where life just flash before your eyes and it scared me,, what ifs question came flooding..

what if I didn't made that step back
what if as I step back another car would hit me from behind
what if I died
what if it did,,
what would happen to my parent investment in me all that love and care just gone like that..

what if....... what if.....

end..


Thursday, February 19, 2015

MAPUA GUIDES




HERE ARE THE CONS OF BEING A MAPUAN(based on my 4 yrs experience)

1. "ANG DALI LANG PALA SA MAPUA" - that's the no.1 misconception, you may think its true when you take the entrance exam and you pass all the programs offered in this school but your WRONG..

TRUTH: It's easy to enter in this school but the question is "WILL YOU STAY?"
the subjects are so hard to learn in just 3 months compared pag semestral, and sometimes it doesn't just based on your performance but on your professor.. in other words DAPAT friends kayo ng professor kasi may mga prof na pinapasa ung kakilala nila kahit di naman passing ung grades. ang masakit pa dun ung iba ang tataas ng grade sa exams pero TRES lng "3.00" din ang average same as dun s mga pumasa lng ..

2. "MAS MABILIS MAKAGRADUATE" - if your good and you wont have any failing subject but if you do fail, just know that FAIL means= DELAY,

NOTE: MATH COURSE: offered each and every term
            MAJOR COURSE: offered based on the curriculum, in other term: kung bumagsak ka sa major course, kailangan mong maghintay na magopen ung course na yun(it may be next term or next year BASED dun sa curriculum nung next batch) or kung madami kayong bagsak let say 15 kayo(kasi yun ung minimum) pwede kayong paopen ng class, kaso mahaba yung process, kailangan mo pa kasing ipa-approve sa dean ng department ng course na kailangan mo at kung may available slots, sila ng bahala sa schedule nun (including the Professor and Classroom) pero kung hindi, Kailangan mo pang maghanap ng Professor na handang tumanggap dun at classroom n gagamitin as well as yung schedule (day and time)

3. "SLOPPY SYSTEM" - nakakalito at nakakapagod na processing systems.

Mapua has adapt a modern technological system for years kung baga "PRIDE" na nila, lahat computerized, pero in terms of processing I feel that they failed, ang dami kasing proseso ang daming paper works,,  at nakakpagod maglakad ng paper works..

Paper works: pagpapalipat at pagpapa- add ng section, pagdadrop, completion of incomplete grades at etc...

kasi naman hindi sa isang lugar mo lang ipipila yang mga 'Paper works' na yan, nadun na papilahin ka sa department niyo, then registrar. then cashier. then customer service then back again or any sequence. basta ang bottom line pabalik balik ka kasi di ka sure kung san ka na pupunta or kung ok na ba or na encode na po ba? na approved na po ba? (malas mo pa kung sa fourth floor ung department mo or sa kabilang dulo ng admin building)

NOTE: online student site(mymapua)
dun mo makikita yung grades, payment history, curriculum at schedule mo you can also use it to process your payment for tuition fees

PROS OF BEING A MAPUAN

1. you get to be called a 'MAPUAN' - there's a lot of pride to uphold with just being called that, It symbolize that you a strong person to survive studying at that Institution cause it's one of the best,

MAHIRAP SA MAPUA at kung pinili mong magstay (aba matinde ka!) it means that your a survivor, hindi madaling pagaralan ang isang subject in just 3months let alone ipasa. very advance yung mga turo which is such an advantage when you step in to the real world.

2. FACILITIES - every room is equipped with aircon, projector and white board( sobrang laking bagay) i've entered others school and i felt a surge of pride with our facilities, yung iba kasi-- college na pero chalkboard parin yung gamit.

and they do provide water stations at every corner of the school(sulitin ang miscellanous--mag-igib ng tubig! :D)

may lockers which can fit a kid in (although for AR-ID-BE department students lang siya) kaya advantage kung may kaibigan kang taga department na yun pwede kang makilagay..[user] XD
price: 80 pesos per year (affordable).

wide range of sources (library)- mapua has a very in depth selection of book which a student can borrow and read anytime + WIFI all around the school.

*YOU DID PAY FOR ALL THOSE FACILITY (miscellanous)

3. COMPETENT PROFESSORs - professor are very knowledgeable in their subjects you can rest assured your in good hands, especially yung mga math and physics professor (halimaw sa galing magcompute) , although nakakadrain ng utak na halos 3-4 lesson ang tinatapos nila minsan a day you get to learn.

+COMPETENT STUDENT - there's a very helpful student advising program (it means pwede kang paturo sa kapwa studyante: halimaw din sila sa pagcocompute)

4. being GLOBALLY associated - there's a dozen of foreign student around the campus and you get to interact and acquaint yourself with them which is such an advantage cause not only do you enhance you english skills, you also learn about other cultures.

and there's an exchange student program.

5. free to be 'CREATIVE' lahat ng klase ng studyante pwede mong makita s mapua.. hindi kasi sila mahigpit sa looks ng isang studyante (no uniform to conform) basta syempre maayos at desente ung suot mo ( hindi kita ung kaluluwa mo s lalim ng cleavage: too much skin) ok lang kahit mag pink, blue or white hair ka (basta feel mo) or kung may piercing at tattoo ka,, pwede ding magdala ng guitar or games within the school basta hindi kayo makakaabala sa iba.

There's still a lot to say : but I'm sure you'll have your own experiences and discoveries of the other perks and con of being in mapua.

TIP: STUDY WISELY and PERSEVERE, wag kang tatamad tamad dahil kahit sang ka mapuntang school kung tamad ka wala kang mararating, wag mong i-asa sa LUCK kasi nauubos yan, patunayan mong kaya mo dahil kahit anong gawin ng iba kung pasado ka pasado ka ! :)

BIGGEST QUESTION: kelan ka gaga-graduate? ga-graduate ka ba? XD



GOODLUCK


-EnD-


Friday, May 23, 2014

HOW FREAKING BEING MISJUDGED CAN BE DEPRESSING ...

hey guys its been a while.. 

so I wanna tell you how my day went.. 

so I thought it was a good day,  had two classes which I attended without being late,

but things got crappy at my second class which is also my last class for that day, i was chatting and joking with my friends while waiting for our professor, only half of the class was there because the other half joined that educational tour for 3 days and 2 nights.,,
 so my professor was taking attendance, she was saying how she felt bad that for the other half of the class that didn't join.. so she said that she will give a plus 10 points for our upcoming quiz,, SO anyway she started calling out our name for attendance she was checking with us if the person she's calling is in the trip or was just plain absent. commenting how the others that joined came because their group of friends was there and same goes for those who stayed behind.. then when she called my name and i raised up my hand, she said "you didn't joined the trip ms.***** because you have no friends because your attitude suck, learned how to associate with others to have friends" the class was laughing, and I just went in the flow I was laughing at the joke that was an offense to me but I didn't want to be a kill joy added to having sucky attitude, cause seriously what can I do in that situation? IT was so embarrassing at I wanted to be eaten by the floor. she said it jokingly but seriously there was depth in her tone which meant that she was serious.. 

..and so maybe your thinking why did she say that.. maybe it's because you really got bad attitude?

..maybe and maybe not..

.. nobody's perfect, we all make mistakes,, and most of all 'WE CANNOT PLEASE EVERYONE' 

I am not a very sociable person, I am mostly quiet cause I have a very bad way of saying things and I tend to come as rather offensive..

but this is too much ..
..to be embarrassed in front of the whole class having no courage to fight, to prove them wrong....

it was all so depressing .. 

is it really human nature to only believe what they heard? is listening to one side of the story like listening to the whole story?

I hope she tried to knnow her students better but what can you expect from a professor?..

WOW..... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHH ... LIKE WOW.... SIGHHHH~~~~

I am just speechless,, I wish people would not only listen to one side,I hoped my so called friends would stand up for me cause I would for them.. 

F*ck You MISJUDGEMENT!!


Tuesday, April 1, 2014

review: How I met your mother finale?




hey guys! .. I've just finished the last episode of HIMYM

and i have one thing to say .(for starters) "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?" like seriously , i did not just watched a 200+ episode series to see that kind of ending.....

I AM VERY DISAPPOINTED....(that's my initial reaction and it still is BUT....)

I have to really give salute (MAJOR SALUTE!) to the makers of this.. like we were in for the whole thinking so much as who the mother is but all along it was never 'HOW TED MET THE MOTHER(partly, i guess)  but it was always about "HOW TED NEVER GOTTEN OVER THE AUNT" like i know ted really loved the mother, but at someplace in his heart there will always be robin, it might have been over shadowed by the mother, but robin was never out of the picture, it was always about how ted keep pretending he was over ROBIN (or at some point maybe he thought he was by a tiny percent)  but he was'nt which is why VICTORIA(the no.1 candidate to be the mother but then again...) let her go.. she(victoria) was right  robin was always 'THE ONE" the one who ted will always have a space for his heart, a hidden secluded secret feeling..

I've never forgot that one line from victoria: "I HOPE YOU GET HER SOMEDAY"

and so that was it..that was the ultimatum..that ted have always love robin and if not now, then someday when i guess their more ready..

anyway,, the things I had HOPED

1. the mother did not die like the theory but we all kind of knew already
2. I hoped they just stop at that train scene just before they showed 2030 (ted and the kids talking). it was already SOOOOOOOooooo BEAUTIFUL.. but like Ive said it wasnt about the mother but aunt ROBIN.. (UH-HUH)...

and Penny(ted's daugther) said so herself " moms hardly in the story, no.. this is a story of how your totally in love with aunt robin" and that's the biggest revelation we all knew already but like ted we kept pretending, hoping not... for #teamMother!


I guess the whole show already gave hints , preparing the people for this.. for instance

1. victoria: "I HOPE YOU GET HER SOMEDAY"
2. mother: "LIFE ONLY MOVES FORWARD"

AND SO ON.. 

but in the end it isnt about 'the end' , there is no end.. THERE IS ONLY THAT LITTLE MOMENTS THAT MAKES UP THOSE BIG MOMENTS THAT WE ALL REMEMBERED..

TED: "BECAUSE SOMETIMES, EVEN IF YOU KNOW HOW SOMETHINGS GONNA END, THAT DOES'NT MEAN YOU CAN'T ENJOY THE RIDE"




END..


\so I guess marshall wins the bet between him and Lily..
and it isnt as disappointing as i thought..
:) goodnight..

Friday, March 7, 2014

Am I an Antisocial?

hey guys..

I've always wonder why its so hard to make friends when other do it with just a 'hi'
I wonder if I'm weird, antisocial, introvert and so many other terms synonym to that..

why cant i make friends instead i leave them with a bad impression, why cant i just let go of my consciousness in front of others eyes and thought why cant i just NOT care at all to every SH*T the throw me,
i see their eyes and i know i just know what they think is not good, but what i know more is I'm scared that the person they see is the real me..

i don't want to become that person who is easily influenced but I feel that am ,

will this shyness lead to a "FOREVER ALONE" status in life?


I ask the guidance of God to help me and the others see me in a different light..... a different angle........
 a different focus... help me not be judgemental and criticize other..
may my true emotions and feelings reach and not just my words.

and....

..as complicated as I can be,.

.....I'am a Good person.... THAT I'm sure...




I dont intend to be crystal clear, but not to be misunderstood..


to be continued...

Sunday, December 22, 2013

ITS ALWAYS ABOUT MONEY, RIGHT?






sometimes i dont feel like im 19 yrs old but instead a fully grown adult at my midlife crisis.. the responsibility of budgetting is just too damn heavy!

Its always about money.

How good would the world be if nothing is ever priced, if everyone just naturally give and share.
Why does'nt just people be content with what they have? must they really splurge on a given holiday particularly christmas and new year?
Isnt that time is to celebrate what were thankful for and most of all give praise to the birth of Jesus Christ, because seriously Why do we buy so much and say we care when all we think about is having new set of clothes for a "DAY"
Isnt it hypocratic of us to say that when really we don't help those in a much more worst state, Those who can't afford a CHRISTMAS OR even a FOOD that will be enough for everyone..

why does money has to affect us so much?
who created it?
Didnt God created us with the natural necessity that we need? so why do everyone feel they need those material things that wont last forever?

so i leave this most important question of all..

DOES WHAT YOU WANT TO BUY SATISFY WHAT YOU NEED? INTERNALLY AND EXTERNALLY?

Sunday, September 8, 2013

REACTION: 50 Shades of Grey cast?

hey guys!

So on my last update post I've mention that I'm really hooked on the 50 shades of grey or its trilogy and now I've finished the entire 3 books, YES I've read every book in this series. I just cant help it, I read every little bits of it and although it was a erotic book with kinky details I enjoyed it, 

It was my first time reading an english novel book with that much pages and details in sex.

So after finishing the book I've decided I wont watch the movie or I wouldn't watch it in a cinema. cause i just know that it will disappoint me cause SERIOUSLY?! can they really put its detail in the movie I'm guessing they will just use its drama and twist it to some story and scene that really didn't happen in the book and I hate when that happen. The book will lose its greatness because of some freaking sloppy movie version.

BUT!

 a few days ago its writer E.L james post on her twitter that they have already officially casted its actors for the movie adaptation and the honor goes to!!! (drumroll!!) .....

CHARLIE HUNNAM as Christian Grey



DAKOTA JOHNSON as Anastasia Steele




as brunette

So initially I was taken a back cause this characters are not what you have imagined specially if you're a fan of the book, I was rooting for Alexis Bledel and Matt Bomer but!but!but! I've came biased(sorry) to Charlie Hunnam  cause he is a fantastic freaking sizzling hot actor! and i just know that he can do this because he is very talented.

I'am now excited! He really made me want to see this movie version. (Ofcourse only for him!)

he's one of those actor that I cant just seem to get off my mind, I'am really big fan of his. I recommend you Watch Pacific Rim and Abandon.

And as for the girl, hmmmm..... at first I was seriously thinking 'who is this girl?' I DO NOT KNOW HER!! 'can she really be Anastasia Steele?' so that was AT FIRST.. and know after much contemplating and analyzing and looking in depth to this cast I've accepted that this girl can actually be Anastasia Steele! I just felt that she was right for the role after imagining the drama and not the stripping part! 

so in conclusion: before criticizing it LET JUST FREAKING WAIT AND WATCH THE MOVIE! They may not look the part NOW but there are so much more factor than the looks and remember they are signed for a TRILOGY so it doesn't end with just one movie! it will always come down to great Acting and Directing and Editing!

END.

just an update .
They changed the actor playinb the lead role of christian grey to JAIME DORNAN, i have nothing against the guy. but a bit sad that Charlie Hunnam dropped the role..

Jaime Dornan

so what can you say about him? does he fulfill your Christian Grey fantasy?


Cr. google pics

Saturday, September 7, 2013

50 random facts?

Hey guys. Ive been lazy to write my reviews so here is a quick post on "50 random facts" its a tag done by youtubers, but I say let the blogger do one too!

1. I spend half of my day sleeping, it kinda a habit and a hobby
2. I like cheese a lot
3. I have a doll name smiley which is 11 yrs old
4. I want to learn how to play the guitar and piano but am toooo lazy to do so
5. I hate spending money on useless stuff
6. I'd rather watch a movie than do my plate:homework (i know its really bad)
7. I dont get nervous by deadlines
8. Im not an anti-social but an awkward person
9. I like to keep my things tidy
10. Im bad at directions
11. I dont like indian music (no offense)
12. I like classical music
13. I read manga alot
14. I read wikipedia alot too
15. I can spend hours redoing the same thing
16. Im really slow at moving
17. It takes time for my brain to sink in what you where saying
18. I have only colored my hair once and it was my 2nd grade in elementary
19. You can never talk to me when im watching something
20. I dislike math
21. I used to write stories about my friends love affair
22. I love mango , i can eat a kilo or two in a day
23. I keep putting things on hold but in the end do them anyway
24. I really like trying new restaurant
25. I have neice whom i hate and love at the same time
26. I talk a lot when i feel its awkward then all i say is nonsense and offensive stuff (so much for socializing!)
27. I google a movie after watching it
28 I made a list of all the movie i want to finish but didnt watch any.
29. Im a kpopper, or asian fanatic
30, I hate hello kitty'
31. I dislike pink
32. I tend to make myself standout when someone i like is near
33. I would like to travel all around my country
34. my greatest dream is to be able to fly or teleport.
35. I tend to be disapponted alot
36. I really hate losing caps. (pen caps, perfume caps,usb caps. and other kinds of caps)
37. I really am a bad judge of character and situation
38. I love fixing stuff
29. my favorite color is BLUE
40. I used to collect clothes tag
41. my choices and my opinions are easily influence ( yeah,, im kind of easy)
42. I have a phobia for overly spacious room that seems infinite, i used to have nightmares about it.
43. I clean my room atleast 4x a week then mess it up.
44. I am a NBSB (no boyfriend since birth)
45. I only studied in 3 school, which is 1.preschool 2. elem-highschool(hccs) 3.college(m****)
46. I am really bad at adapting to something new.
47.I iam very awkward with men.
48. The only other countryother than the Philippines that Ive to was singapore
49.Iam a RUNNING MAN (korean variety show) fanatic, Ive watch all its episode :)
50. i really hate seeing bloody gore (zombie type) of movies



my Doll <smiley> @her 11th bday..
yeah I know Im a little crazy, but everybody needs to be crazy once in a while. :)
End. 


Sunday, August 25, 2013

hey guys!

I admit!!  Ive been lazy!! like super lazy, I was procrastinating so much of my work and I feel terrified to fail my subjects, I'm nervous about it but at the same I'm just chilling..(huh?)

I'M SO CONFUSED RIGHT NOW

I'm like in the middle of a crossroad and I'm floating up instead of choosing a direction. I'm at a non so active and productive moment of my life.

I can't even make 'nail post" because Ive cut my nails to its farther bed, and it doesn't look pretty, I just hope it grow long soon enough for me to do my nail arts. And as for my asian reviews....hmmm..... YOU're RIGHT! Ive also been to lazy to write one.

but recently the thing I'm really getting into IS! the infamous book "FIFTY SHADES TRILOGY" to justify this fact, I'm already at my third book. would you like me to do a book review on that? because if you did, I would but even if you didn't, I still will! :) its up to me and that's the moment of productiveness to produce something.

hope you're all doing well
because this is what I've been doing too well


reading on my tablet: fifty shades darker.


Saturday, June 29, 2013

Simple and Sparkles

Hey guys!

I know I've been MIA(missing in action)
but here an update on my nails! :)
I've been feeling simple but then I saw this ever so colorful spakly nail polish and I thought it make a good combination with my favorite neutral nailpolish.



If I painted everything with the sparkle, it would become very overwhelming
so i just created a tip at the thumb and painted my whole ring finger to create focus.

I just love the Combination!



left: Sassy - 'TAN' and right: Bobbie "THE BIG BANG' ( i really like the name!)




what do you think about this combination? yay or nyay?

END.

Monday, February 25, 2013

review: Werewolf boy 2012

hey guys!




Ive already posted a review on this, but Ive only watched the ending back then. 
but today as i promised after i watch the whole movie, I'll make sure to do a full movie review. so here it is.

I'll go straight to the point of my opinion. 'IT'S A FREAKING GOOD MOVIE!!!' i give a 10/10 rating.

it was just wonderful although i didn't cry my eyes out like the other people who had seen this film.(maybe because Ive already watched the end so i wasn't that sad like the first time i saw it) but it was one of the type of movie where they have to separate because of love, , but but but!! it was seriously heart warming, i hope other people who had seen this agree with me. 

and the end, i guess it was great that although he waited , he waited doing something . he continue to grow more human . learning to speak, write , growing plants as well as grooming himself, (how he still had short 
hair after 47 years) and waiting to fulfill a promise





i give SOONG JOONGKI (chul soo - werewolf boy) 10/10 rating as an actor he did a superb job at conveying the message with his eyes. he had that unimaginable depth, although he had only a few line, he was able to give his character the justice! he grew so mature at acting! I'm so proud as one of his fans who had watched him since the very beginning of his career

i also give PARK BO YOUNG 10/10 (soon yi) because i saw the emotion and passion, she-- also like joongki had mature into a great actress..
and to that main villain, i was actually sad that joongki killed him , making joongki seem like a bad person but everyone knows that's not true!. i had hope he would go crazy alone and suffer for the rest of his life than die in the hands of joong ki.

so the final verdict 10/10 for the movie. story. cast. production and everyone involve!

also: according to the producer, they will release werewolf boy again this December with a revised ending. so let's all wait for that!


end.

update: i finally found out what park bo young's(soon yi) letter content was for joongki(chul soo) ' Wait for me. Ill come back for you.'  this sparks some anger with me, why didnt she comeback sooner?  why? since she wrote something like that,she should had came back sooner, she made him wait a century but still left him in the end. for me love isnt about holding on to someone. but letting them go and welcoming them back . i could never ask anyone to wait for me. specially since our life is timed. anything can happen..

Friday, February 22, 2013

What's in my BAGPACK?

hey guys!

I was organizing my bag when i suddenly thought to post a blog about it. so here it is! :)
my bagpack is from singapore for 12.5 singapore dollar which was a nice deal for a cute bagpack.
i love that its black with simple detailing like the velvet mustache at the front pocket and two side pockets.
normally i change my bagpack for about 3 times a week depending on what my class on that day, but the contents stays pretty much the same.


so here is what i have
Front pocket:
wet tissue - supermarket
mint- supermarket
lipbalm (nivea strawberry)and compact powder(johnsons) - watsons
earphones -cdr king
usb- gift


Side pockets:
tumbler - 698 mall
comb - 168 mall
fan - not mine, but im keeping it so i can return it to my friend
swiss knife - 168 mall
pencil/pen - national bookstore
i also put an umbrella there but due to its raining today i had to take it out and let it dry



Inner most part:
binder (sacura clear folder/filer) - national bookstore just to keep my papers organize, i really love this folder the 20 pockets inside of it is just enough to store my loose papers. Iam really picky when it comes to organizing my stuff, so i didnt want an envelop or those binder that i need to poke holes on my papers. this was just good for me as i just have to put it in , this is also my second one. as i had lost my first.



another thing i keep in the inner most part is my notebook(college notebook) and sketch pad -698 mall


so onto the biggest space in my bag
pouch- kipling
insde the pouch: coins. micro sd adapter(transcend), hairclip, napkin
this really most of the random stuff. i carry this because i sometimes left my bag in my locker and when i do, i empty the pouch and just put in my phone and some cash

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reading glasses- no brand
calculator(casio)- sm department store
planner - natinal bookstore
wallet - girlshoppe (i really love this wallet as its slim and easy to carry, i really dislike the big bulky wallet type cause it just occupy to much space)
post it , though it didnt got photograph



so thats it :D bye !





Wednesday, February 20, 2013

review: Can we get married?

hey guys! ive just finished watching 'can we get married?' time for another review!



I found this while browsing asianwiki.com and i got really curious about this as the written plot in wiki is really short , as in really SHORT!
so anyway, for the story, it's about two lovers wanting to get married but will experience the hell process of preparing their wedding, ofcourse with the annoying involment of the parents,family and friends.

as for the couples: there's really a lot of pairs in this series
first: Main Lead :

Sung Joon - Jung Hoon (the obedient and nice boyfriend)
Jung So min - Hye Yoon (a little controlling but lovable girlfriend)
this is where most of the story revolve, this two if i may say make a really good pair, i actually saw a fanvid in youtube which was the ultimate reason for making me watch this drama.,the chemistry was really there. Their characters were always fighting so their realtionship was always on the verge of breaking up, and at somepart they did broke up but then again since they love each other so much they always gave up and just get back together in tears. they both have a  lot of  inferiority complex and problems with their parents.

second: Supporting Lead:


Kim Young Kwan - Gong Ki-joong (charismatic and cool bf, but a jerk from the start)
Han Groo - Dong Bi (give it all courageous gf)
the chaebol couple, they're both from well off families but you wont really feel that they do specially in dongbi's case where she kept saying through out the story that she was abandoned but in actual truth she run away from her family this two has a big connection to our leads because ki joong and jung hoon are cousins while dong bi and hyeyoon are bbf's and jung hoon and dong bi kinda had a love connection but i wouldnt really say a fling cause they were really just friends at the end.
this two dated for 5 yrs ki joong's a playboy while dong bi is martyred girlfriend they ended up breaking up in the FIRST! episode and ki joong actually got married to some other rich girl that his family arranged but that marriage didnt last 24 hrs!(LOL im still laughing as this is the shortest marriage ever!) so after getting a divorce he realized he wanted to marry the one he truly love and that is dong bi.

third: Divorcing characters:

Kim Sung Min- Do-Hyun (the cheating husband)
Jeong Ae Young- Hye-Jin (the perpect wife)
i dont really have much to say about this couple because as you can see in name they're divorcing, this is the part of the drama , where you would just think 'marriage is such a hard contract of forever" the guy is a divocee which is about to be divorce to his second wife. Hye jin is the older sister of hye yoon while do hyun is a friend of ki jooong and min ho

fourth: the ahjumma and ahjusshi 

Kim Jin Soo - Minho (46)
Choi Hwa joong - Deul rae (50)
this couple proved that it's never too late to love and be loved, i never expected that they will become really cheesy in this drama but their characters was the happy pill.
minho is a two times divorcee
while deul rae is a pure woman who never got married until at the age of 50 to minho(she doesnt really looked like 50) i love this couple as they were cool and easy to handle because with some drama they make it a big deal to get married in older age but this two didnt.



aww... look at how sweet this two are! both are wearing their motor biker's outfits :)

NEXT!!
fifth and last pair: the old married couple

Soo Woo Eun Seuk- eun gyung/ Mrs.HA
Kang Seok Woo - don gun/ Mr. HA
they are (Sung Joon) jung hoon's parents, this two are like fire and ice, Mrs.Ha throughout the story was a good rich woman yet she ended up being petty after realizing money and family does matter in getting married while Mr. Ha was the nicesss?? character in this drama, he was always inbetween his wife and his son. he was a buddha as lee mi sook's character had said! haha.. but this two really loved each other, I sometimes hope that my future marriage be like them. understanding and giving efforts to work it everyday

another MAIN character:


Lee Mi sook - Deul Ja 
she's (Jung Su Min) hye-yoon's mother, a strong flippantly character, she was one of the main cause of the problems in this drama, but she's wiiling to fight to give her daughters the best ,as she raised them up herself..
i was actually suprise to see lee mi sook in this type of character,  I always thought she looked well-off quiet sophisticated woman , but this drama just proved how good she is as an actress.

going to go straight for my ratings . i give this 8/10 
although i liked this drama, it isnt one of those drama that you'll be willing to watch again, its like "passing time to feel happy drama" i thought the characters did great but the main couple just have too many boring problems that i dont really want to give a damn. i actually watched this for the main couple but end up anticipating for the supporting pair 'dongbi and ki joong' i actually hope there'll be more moments for them although they did end up together. i really love their story, it was what i was looking for, the "secretly pretending not to care type" but you'll see on how they look at each other with care. also i fell in love with both of them and i'm hoping to see more of them at other projects .


note. i ove the ost! :D
you can watch this at: gooddrama.net or kshowenglishsub.blogspot.com
cr. to google for the images; too lazy to screen caps myself.
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